i woke up today at 11am, listened to the flaming lips, got mum to shave a chunk of the back of my head, went for a five km run, tried to enjoy taylor swift, didn't jump on the swift ship and went sprinting back to one direction as my #1 running band 4 lyf.
it's been very strange, kind of reinventing myself for the last month and a half but i have realised in the last few days that i really am the same person, just with many new experiences and a new maturity and insight into how important my faith is to me. i am fully aware that i need it now more than ever, and that i can use that faith to ensure that happiness is in my life, and to radiate that out to other people and touch them with it is indescribable.
i took my dog for a walk today and went out listening to this one
and as i walked through the reserve with my noble hound, roxy, i was filled with a very simple and pure slice of bliss. i actually boogied my dog more than i walked her...that sounds kind of nasty actually wow, i will never use that term in this context again.
that bliss doesn't come from the approval of others, i am completely sure that that kind of bliss that makes you boogie is directly related to how you view yourself in the place that you are in, surroundings and all, regardless of the (almost) all-consuming negativity and confusion eating up your environment and the relationships with the people you love most. it doesn't consume all. when you know who you are and have an understanding of how unique and full of beauty you are in the eyes of someone who made the cosmos, that kind of bliss is unquenchable and cannot be consumed.
we also ate fish and chips and i watched jurassic world again and marked maths tests for my mum
pretty good.
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